As I logged onto Bed Bath and Beyond's webpage earlier today it informed me that we are living Day 50 of happily ever after. Do I feel like I've accomplished a lot in these last 50 days? No... And I find myself wishing and hoping that I don't go back to school just yet so that I can "get things done" . In reality I guess I've done quite a bit. One weekend we spent the majority of the day going through the kitchen cleaning it. MOST of the cabinets were gone through and we have this BEAUTIFUL pile of stuff in our living room for Goodwill. It Will be leaving our house this week, and we will go through remaining cabinets and seeing what old things to get rid of so we can make room for our new amazing things in our home. Sadly we won't be able to use it all properly until we get us a house that fits us. Good thing is we plan on moving to a bigger home before we think of having kids. Perhaps going back to school will bring back my sense of purpose and I will feel more motivated to do things at home as well. I honestly try, Tony doesn't deserve a wife that doesn't do her part. While we don't believe in specific gender roles, I do believe there should be a balance of responsibility for things to work out.
Let's not forget that all my life I have been a procrastinator. While this isn't a desirable way to live, I have the wonderful ability to adapt well to change and those surprises that tend to creep up on you. and as a procrastinator I have this crazy idea to write a book to give to my kids when they graduate high school. Good thing is I probably have about 19 years or so to get this done. What I want to write for them will probably take that long. I want to take all the words of wisdom passed to me from various influential people in my life. Most of which come from my father, whom I have inherited the ability to sometimes end up sticking my foot in my mouth because I said to much. Of course now that I got this idea, I can't think of a darn thing, so for now I am trying to decide how I will do this and hope the ideas come shortly after.
That's it for now... till next time that is it!
